Monday, October 2, 2023

the struggle continues

After a beautiful Saturday weekend womens retreat that left me feeling filled up, creative, silly and even a little bit horny, Monday has brought the shit show. Sunday showed signs of backsliding and even though I tried to stay in good spirits as I worked from home, by 3pm I was cursing everyone. It's month end so there's a crunch. Regrets, frustration,  and my own pungent body odor combined with a med change that maybe leaves me a little bit manic or extra anxious... had signed up and paid for an immersive sound healing this evening but fell into hyperfocus panic and worked for 12 almost 13 hours instead. I only hopped off because I noticed That Bitch had logged back on and even though I was incognito she would undoubtedly notice I was loading her workflow up with invoices from September 29th. Then she woulda called me and I'd still be on a Teams call with her instead of blogging on my phone waiting for my sheets to dry so I can shower and cleanse away 2 days of underboob sweat. Seriously global warming, 86 in October snot cool. 

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